2️⃣053: i💔u

I love you. I love you even when you think it's hard for you to be lovedLove was never meant to be easy, it's meant to be unconditionalAnd I might love a lot of people, but I don't like them 100% of the time The say love is a battlefiedAnd in the field of battleis where heroes are born But why is being a heroalways achievedat the cost of the things you love!You either die a hero or live long enough to be the villain We've been conditioned to believe it's either/orYou're either this or thatYou're either right or wrongYou're with me or against me You either love me or you don't 😕🤷🏽‍♂️😔But you can't choose the way others show you their love And you can't choose how they receive the love you have to give The best kind of love is selfish Because self-love is selfish I believe hate is taught, and so is love. And if we find it in ourselves to show unconditional love to the people we're tasked with molding, they'll learn to love the way they've been loved. But if we show the opposite of love, if they're made to feel like there are other (easier? more important? more personally fulfilling?) ways to show how you feel, that's what they're going to do. And I realized not everyone has been taught to love in the same way. So when you show someone love in a way they've never seen before they're going to interpret it in a way they've never felt before. In their own way (like everything in life). It's hard to find ways to love incorrectly. Love is a battlefield because one person sees another person's love in the way they want it to be and not in the way the other person is giving it. So you can give all the love in the world but still hurt people when the love they felt isn't reciprocated the way they thought it should be. Or when the love they're receiving isn't love they feel they deserve (or even know how to respond to). That's why love is selfish And you should never be afraid to show too much love for fear of being misunderstood because there's no such thing as showing too much love. And it's better to love and lose and love and not be equally loved in return and love too much than to not even try because not trying is the worst thing you can do. ....it's the opposite of love and it's not easy and i still love you but not like a fat kid who loves cake 🍰Because that's just a fleeting feeling a rush that will soon passa momentary elation destined for deflation (not sure if i like that last line but it rhymed)I love you like the sun because the sun is always shining even when you don't see it shining. Even on a cloudy day when you think the sun's not there at all. Like it didn't show up to work that day. Can you imagine the sun from the Jimmy Dean commercials, but the Dad-sun is actually a raging alcoholic and never shows up for work but he's the sun so all he really needs to do is walk outside and he's doing his job so he can daydrink all he wants and he's still doing his job (that would never fly in an Amazon warehouse). I'm not sure what that has to do with love 🥰☀️(mr. golden sun, please shine down on Me 💛)But the regular scientific sun (not the Jimmy Dean alcoholic Dad-sun), that sun never goes away –Even on cloudy days ⛅️ Even on rainy days ⛈ Even at night when you think it isn't there 🌕 Trust, it's still there, shining bright. Just because you don't feel something sometimes doesn't mean it's not happening. It's just happening in a slightly different way. And love is trust,and trust is unconditional. So I just wanted to say I love youBut only in the way I know how 2love ❤️‍🩹💖